Marvelous Things

Tom and I have to separate because we can't afford to live in this apartment anymore. We're already packing, because we don't have this month's rent... so we'll probably be out in a day or two. I'm going back to my mom's and he's going to his dad's. We both will save up until we can afford to live together again. But until then... we'll be an hour and a half apart.
He says he would come with me to my mom's but it's too far... and his car wouldn't be able to make it to his current job or school, which is understandable. But I don't know if I can be without him for so long. It could take months before we can save enough.
I've been crying for the past two days just thinking about being without him.
Not to mention I HATE it at my mom's house. It's awful. It's SO lonely. Plus my dog is dying, and I would really prefer to not have to watch her die.
I really don't know how I'm going to make it. He keeps me sane. He keeps me happy and makes me feel loved. There's nothing I can do.